Who is really there.
When the lights dim.
I don’t trust easily.
I bet It’s easier to see me cry, then to see me give up.
I keep silent and just look out.
I see too much crooked smiles.
I turn my face in discontent.
I’m not content with foolishness.
I don’t accept to live with what I didn’t set out to find.
Too much times I put myself last.
A few steps from where I needed to be.
I wasn’t at my best.
But I know.
I can be a better me.
There’s always a chance to be the best.
With my last breathe I’m going to live.
Where do i go from here.
A day hasn’t gone by where I don’t think about you.
I question why you have let me life so soon.
Your all I think about when I sleep.
Your all I want hold when I wake up.
Your still the only one I have ever loved.
Where do I go from here.
Your all I had and now your gone.
Baby I need you now.
Can’t you see I’m just a foolish man with out my other half.
You got me going crazy with the way you move around.
Baby it’s you.
Baby it’s you that I love.
It’s been too long coming.
Far too long.
I know I haven’t been fair to you.
But, I just want to tell you what’s in my heart.
This is exactly how I feel.
see I never loved a person the way I love you.
Baby it’s you.
Your the only one that left an imprint on my heart.
Your the only story worth sharing.
This is only for your ears only.
Listen carefully as I whisper the important pieces of my soul into your vast heart.
Hold me close I want you to hear this.
What I share is for your ears only.
We are young and even when we’re old I’ll treat you as if your a tender queen in her 20′s.
Thought I could love her.
When i turned my face, she turned her back on me.
Two faced, but I only saw one side.
Hand over my face.
Couldn’t see this day comming.
Loyalty that’s non existence.
World so cold but momma told me it’s like that.
You can’t trust a soul.
If your foolish that’s your fault.
Don’t ever left a person be your demise
I don’t mean to express and burden you.
But who else can I talk too.
I thought I could tell you what’s in my soul.
I met the gold diggers.
Now I’m here digging out out this ditch.
You inspire everything good that comes out my mouth.
Our love is loud, abrupt and an outburst. It feels like a showcase to prove who loves each other the most.
It would be easy to let you win.
But, I like to challenge you.
Our bond is one above the rest.
I’ve been waiting for you all my life.
Why does it have to be so hard to see you go ?
I question how unfair it is.
But, that doesn’t change the fact that you will be leaving.
Your face turned away from me.
As you walk away.
Tears just fall down my face.
I can’t see them.
But, I feel them.
It’s too soon.
I still have a lot to explore with you.
We are young and discovering love around this time is priceless.
I appreciate your company.
So much things I have to tell you.
I would do anything to hold you close to me.
To be honest.
I’ll say what ever I need too, in order to keep your company.
I can’t see you leaving me.
Not just yet ?
Who knows when or if I will see you again ?
I found strength in spirituality.
God as my witness.
I will always do all I can to hold myself up in times that test my very being.
Is wealth worth the gritty feelings it brings with it ?
I wonder if I had all of my hearts desire, if then I will be content or happy ?
I want to be proud.
I want accountability.
So I question my desires and realistically try to find answers.
The end goals always seems to be a mystery.
But, every good mystery needs witty answers.