Please don’t judge me.
I refuse to be subjected to simple judgements.
Many critics only seem to criticize me in all the wrong ways.
“He can’t do this or that right,
” they say.
I don’t pay much mind to their negativity.
My potentials allow for so much possibilities.
I’ve made so much out of the little I posses.
A dollar and a dream is my story.
I wish for the best.
I pray for strength.
I smile when I can’t take the pain of life.
Too much scars on my body that can’t be seen visually.
But, you know what ?
I know where the cuts and bruises are.
So I use them as reminders.
I get back up and push forward.
Everyday I get stronger.
Everyday I gain faith in God.
Everyday I find myself.
I’m scheduled for success.
Many people are overdue in that category.
I’m all too familiar with controversies.
But, controversial moments can’t slow me down.
I’m always working 24 hour and 7 days a week.
It will take too much to stop me.
So, many people just stop trying.
So much to say.
So little time to say them in.
I exhaust so much of my energy looking for answers.
Answers for what, I’m not quite sure.
I guess I’m too much in a rush to think.
I don’t follow the “wait patiently” philosophy.
So much to do.
So much to do, is all I have on my to do list.
“I should be thinking more like this.”
I’ll try to break down all of my tasks, into smaller ones.
List and simplify, what is important to least important.
I’m young and I will find my way.
My destiny can wait.
If I’m destined for greatness, who
She has so much to offer.
She has all a man could ever want.
She isn’t needy, but prefers to offer her care and affections.
She can make everyone in the room smile.
No silence with her around.
She brings the best out of everyone around her.
No one can compare to her.
The best of her is yet to come.
Why can’t more people see that ?
Your a star in my eyes.
Your my dream girl and best friend.
When I’m down you support me with all the love I can ever ask for.
No one has ever done so much for me.
I know good is possible because you showed me it.
I don’t ever want another, as long as I have you.
Together we will go far, because I will do everything to help us grow as a couple.
I promise I will carry you when your too tired to walk.
I will be the guy I have always been.
I miss it when you use to talk to me.
We use to talk about everything, we were experiencing at the time.
The trivial topics we spoke about, brought us closer.
The bond we shared, I thought would last a life time.
We forge a relationship that I felt was strong enough to die for.
I would rather be dead, then to see you gone from my life.
All the good I had in this life came from you.
So much of me can be seen in you.
I feel numb with the silence between us.
My body can’t move and the cold chills goes down my spine every 5-10 minutes.
As the moments goes by slower and slower I grow weaker.
What is a man to do ?
Sorry, life has dealt us both a bad hand.
Life isn’t always 50/50 with the good and bad.
You know its crazy, because when one thing goes wrong, then everything else goes wrong.
We are always on the bad side of karma.
I wish I could grab your hands and take you, far away from the sight of pain, sorrow or depression.
But, it seems we wouldn’t know where to escape too.
There isn’t a place to go hide from our problems.
So, I rather stay by your side and we will find our way out of this grim reality together.
I have no place better to be, then right next to you.
I’ll cheer you up when your down.
All you need sometimes is a kiss on your pretty cheeks.
Will that make it all better or help a little ?
I share words, because my thoughts isn’t shaken.
I look to my past and present experience for inspiration.
I remember listening to inspirational words from people who I admired.
The words I heard so powerful they, bought tears to my eyes.
Those same words gave me a platform to keep my spirits up, even when I couldn’t stand straight.
I felt it was a miracle to hear I love you from the person who I adored.
To have her to this day in my life, shows god is good.
To see how my life progressed to what is is now.
I have to say nothing can surprise me anymore.
I have the world in hands, figuratively speaking of course.