“Sometimes life doesn’t seem to give us a chance to make choices. But remember there is always a choice to be made.”
“My eyes is filled with tears. But, my heart is filled with passion.”
My cellphone alarm abruptly woke me up.
“I wasn’t finish sleeping”, I said to myself.
I’m tired and only half awake.
As much as I try, I can’t go back to sleep.
What a start to the day.
I feel weakness running through my body.
I have no energy to do anything.
I normally would work around 8:30.
But, bad politics took place.
Now, I’m out of work for a few weeks (not permanently, I hope).
Now I’m left with very little money in my pockets.
What can I do today ?
I didn’t come up with any ideas.
So, I just took a long walk.
If your not in my life,
if you don’t know what I’m going through in life right now, if you don’t know how I feel,
Then I have to question your existance.
I thought I had a special connection with you.
I can’t communicate with anyone else, the way I use too with you.
I remember when I use to rest my head next to your and everything would feel perfect.
Whatever happened to those days.
Whatever happened to those moments.
Whatever happened to you ?
If this love doesn’t feel right,
Then why do I love ?
Why do I choose to believe in this forsaken relationship ?
How long will the struggle of looking for love continue ?
Will I be able to carry on, I grow weak from carrying a torch for a person that doesn’t know I exist.
Summary- many people have love for a person that may not feel the same way.
I hope I express those emotions. Thank you.
Young and so much things makes me different, then other 23 year olds.
I have so much ambition that a 100 yachts couldn’t carry it’s compacity.
God made and its because of gods rules I’m alive.
I was told that anything is possible, because if I wish it, I can have it.
I have faith and no way can I deture from my dreams.
It’s night time and everything is silent.
I’m awake, the night brings nightmares.
I find myself tossing and turning,
Thinking about my lifes uncertainty.
I have a lot going on in my head.
Sadness is hard to avoid thinking about.
It has been hard to create a comparison between my age and my achievements.
I believe a ratio doesn’t exist.
I tend to get forgetful when it comes to remembering my achievements.
How soon will a new day come, to drown out the nightmares.
“Living a reclusive lifestyle is not always made by an impulse move. It’s takes a lot to live a life of seclusion.”
“Temptations or not, god please forgive me for my mistakes.”
Our love is crucial.
Our passionate kisses leaves marks on each others neck, chest, arm and thigh.
Everything we do can’t be repeated.
Our ventures together were tailored just for us.