My body may rest. But my soul is always working.
It doesn’t have to be.
This fight is not worth it.
The thirst for blood took my soul.
Hard fought yeah that’s always apart of battles.
No battle thats hard fought is a lost.
Only in the mind of the beholder the truth lies.
What’s talent ?
I just see the Bare minimum.
Failure is a routine for the regular.
Im not immuned.
Can I be out of this world with my insight ?
I fear none, not even fear itself.
Where my heart lies I can’t elaborate on.
I’m looking up.
Does it feel good to be on top ?
So i take second place keep my hunger on one, waiting for my time.
I don’t take chances.
I’m not second rate.
I’m just on a different level.
All by my seldom.
Well, at least I have my freedom.
The opposite sex tends to come and go.
Don’t worry about memories.
They drift back and forth.
So at least I got something to grab onto here and there.
I still have the urge for something real.
I’m rich with knowledge.
But, karma was a b*tch.
I remember when she was my b*tch.
Now she’s close to be that b*tch.
All by her lonesome.
Now I’m here all on my own.
Can’t say I care for you
My heart doesn’t miss you.
The temper inside of me building.
Every time you come closer, I feel the tension building.
I thought you were the one for me.
You were perfect, down to its smallest definition.
I guess your in a different place now.
My replacement can fake a smile better then I ever could.
Is that good for you ?
Is that what you want ?
A phony that can’t measure up to the lover I once was.
I’m force to accept the reality for what it is.
I can’t change your beliefs.
I can hear your screams.
Shivers going my body because something isn’t right.
I made a promise to be by your side.
I told you I wouldn’t let anyone harm you.
I did all I could for your love.
I made your heart so much love.
But shame on me because I made you feel so much pain.
What can I say.
I’m the one that caused you to scream.
Now I’m plotting my soul.
What should be my faith.
I broke my code of honor.
I caused harm and inflicted pain on your soul.
It hits me to the core of my existance.
I know I’m wrong.
What’s my faith.