Admired by Me

With all the game you saw.

I thought you would know the words I shared with you were true.
I spoke from the heart and I’m trying to hold you close to my heart, even if I can never have you physically.
You might wonder why ?
The reason might be that for some reason I loved you and only you.
The other relationships were just a figment of a short story
You might wonder why ?
I’ll speak slowly so that you can feel the impact of every word.
It’s ashame because I was the one that would stop time just to get close to you.
Nothing could prevent me from sharing my affection for you.
You might wonder why ?
I sleep with a broken heart, a dead soul and a compromise personality disorder.
I don’t know how I can live this life without love and without you.
It’s not too hard to see why.
I love you.


What’s talent ?
I just see the Bare minimum.
Failure is a routine for the regular.
Im not immuned.
Im abnormal.
Can I be out of this world with my insight ?
I fear none, not even fear itself.
Where my heart lies I can’t elaborate on.
I’m looking up.
Does it feel good to be on top ?
So i take second place keep my hunger on one, waiting for my time.
I don’t take chances.
I’m not second rate.
I’m just on a different level.


Music blasting.
All by my seldom.
Well, at least I have my freedom.
The opposite sex tends to come and go.
Don’t worry about memories.
They drift back and forth.
So at least I got something to grab onto here and there.
I still have the urge for something real.
I’m rich with knowledge.
But, karma was a b*tch.
I remember when she was my b*tch.
Now she’s close to be that b*tch.
All by her lonesome.
Now I’m here all on my own.