Flush, Rush and Must

The sun light flings colors onto the kitchen table. The surrounding kitchen windows are filled with bright lights. I can’t see through them. It’s a lazy day. All was clear in the apartment. All important tasks were done. I went to a job interview moments earlier. Right after I pleaded with myself to worry less about present job expectations. I’m over that. Just wish I can catch a break. Hoping for some positive news.



She changes my thoughts.
The sensual side of me exposes itself.
It’s all because of her.
It’s not a bad thing.
But, I just want to hold some feelings till a later time.
I just want to know more about her.
Tell me things about you that I don’t know ?
Do you know how I’m feeling ?
If you do,
Then tell me how your feeling ?

Due Payment

Singing in my sleep.
I’m dishing out food for consumers.
I have much,
I have some,
I have all.
Where ever my mind takes me is where i’ll be going.
This world is too precious not to explore.
Just wish,
Just keep hope,
Just be yourself.
Fourtunes are promised to those who  never stop believing.

Perhaps It Would Be Better ?

Memories revolving in my head.
Thoughts going back an forth, marching like toy soldiers.
I feel reactions to situations I dealt with years ago.
I replay them as if they just took place moments ago.
I add a twist and think how could this or that be done differently ?
Will I be right here in life or would I have been on an island retired at age 23.
It was fun dreaming.
Now back to reality.